Wednesday, May 23, 2012

All the way from Muhammad



Literalist Muslims often write to me and accuse Sufism of being exotic and heretic -because Sufi's used exotic methods like walking on fire or walking in ice in Siberia to awaken the light within or because Sufi Masters donot preach killing infidels and unveiled women.It always makes me either laugh or angry depending upon my mood.A converted Muslim friend confessed to me that Sufi practices were too novel for him and smelled of local pagan influences and Prophet Muhammad probably never practiced breathing meditation.


Truth is, and Quran is quite clear on this; No one and I mean no one including the Prophet (PBUH)  could make windows in to the souls of men and judge their faith. Prophet himself refrained from it and advised rather admonished his followers never to make judgments. But these modern day crusaders who know next to nothing about history of Islam believe they are in direct communion with God.


Yes.Sufism  was a revolt against the religious establishment of the day and its focus on the exterior of Religion while neglecting the interior.It was also a grass root revival of esoteric doctrines which sometimes incorporated many elements from christian monasticism to Jewish kabbalah.God doesn't write anywhere in Quran that you can only understand HIM through one way rather HE majestically says : The East and the West both belong to me.Other than HIM, who can render anything as "unislamic" or heretic.


But the paths and rituals of Sufism are not pagan in fact they have been handed down all the way from Abraham but to understand that you will have to open the forbidden books of Old Testament and ponder over some dusty texts rather than listen to the newest myopic sermon from a televangelist.
So this blogpost is dedicated to my anonymous readers who allege Sufism had nothing to do with Islam or Prophet Muhammad.Read on.
The history of Sufism records that during the lifetime of the Prophet Mohammed, fifteen centuries ago, there was a group of pious individuals alongside him who seeked an inner understanding of the message. These individuals sought for the direct experience of the Divine.They were hungry.They were the seekers.
These men recognized that Prophet Muhammad knew the mysteries of the heart.

These individuals met on the platform, or suffe, of the mosque where Prophet Mohammed used to pray in Medina, Arabia. They would meet there almost everyday to discuss the ways to inner knowledge, the truths of revelation, and debate the meanings of the revelations of the prophet Muhammad. The platform of that mosque in Medina became the first gathering place of one of the most influential groups in the history of mankind's spiritual civilization. They were called Ahle suffe, the People of the Platform.
From various hadiths and biographies of the Prophet, their presence and influence can be assessed( if you are a skeptic that is)

It is from this group that all the schools of Sufism that have ever existed owe their origin, for by pursuing the path of unsullied inner knowledge they were the founders of Sufism, and the binding link between its subsequent developments.

Among the most famous  of these companions were were: Salman Farsi, Ammar Yasser, Balla'al, and Abdullah Masoud; some historians have added Oveyse Gharani to this list as well. Avoiding proselytizing among the multitude, their gatherings were held in private, open only to true seekers of reality. Instead of preaching in public, these pious individuals were searchers for truth, not performers of rhetoric or seekers of the glory.

After the Prophet (PBUH) passed away, each of the people of suffe returned to his homeland to instruct students eager to follow upon the path of inner knowledge. History shows that within a century or two their style of self understanding and discipline were introduced by their students to nations as diverse and widely separated as Persia, India, Indonesia, Syria, Egypt, Mesopotamia, and North Africa.

Over the centuries Sufism spread throughout the Islamic world and beyond, with most Sufis being strict followers of Islam, though some were persecuted by the Islamic orthodoxy.The conquest of Spain by the Muslim Moors meant Jews, Muslims and Christians were able to live there harmoniously until the fifteenth century, creating a culture of superb beauty and intelligence which lasted until the Jews and Muslims were banished to Byzantium, and which gave Sufism entrance into the rest of backward Europe. 


Hakim Jami, a twelfth-century Sufi master, recounts how translations of Plato, Hippocrates, Pythagoras and Hermes lay on an unbroken line of Sufi transmission, thus making a causal connection between Sufism and the Greek Mystery schools of antiquity

The late Hugh Schonfield, a noted Jewish scholar and author, says that by the third century CE Sufi schools were well established in the Middle East, particularly in Mosul, the heart of the old Assyrian kingdom. There the Sufis were joined by many Jewish refugees from Egypt fleeing Roman persecution.The result was a chain of hybrid secret societies around the globe whose roots were buried deep in a freedom-loving soil compounded of Sufism, Magian wisdom and the Solomonic and Hermetic wisdom of the Egyptian Essenes all influenced sufi ideology.

Through this process of diffusion, different schools and orders of Sufism gradually emerged from the single original group of suffe at Medina. Their practices differ from one another in emphasis and doctrine, but all legitimate Sufi schools trace their ultimate origins back to the ancient teachings of Prophet Muhammad.

Along the way Sufism influenced many mystical movements.Thus the British Sufi fellow-traveller and author Ernest Scott believes the Sufi tradition has impregnated Western culture to a degree we rarely realize, leading him indeed to call it the Invisible Tradition. Its covert influence, he says, has been strong in Manichaeism and the Cathar faith, in the Troubadour and Jester traditions of medieval Europe, in the evolution of Jewish Kabbalah, in alchemy and in Christianity itself. Scott quotes the Afghan Sufi teacher Idris Shah as saying that “there is evidence that at the deepest levels of Sufi secrecy, there is a mutual communication with the mystics of the Christian West.

As a Sufi, I don't consider it unislamic or heretic that Sufism was influenced by Greek Philosophy or Christian monasticism or even Kabbalah OR influenced all of these simultaneously.
There were Sufi's who tried to find God through numbers or in verse or by turning metal into Gold or by wandering in to deserts seeking a sight of the beloved.
 Some prayed by whirling and some by hydra breathing exercises.Some stood naked in rivers reciting Quran and some traveled to heathen lands to preach God's message.These were all sacred quests of man to understand the ultimate reality and it is up to Allah to accept their devotion and prayers.

I am no arbitrator and nor should you be one.The only Arbitrator is HIM.






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Sunday, May 6, 2012

Dead Can Dance - Persian Love Song Toward the Within





In Persian:
میگن اسبت رفیق روز جنگه
مو می گویم ازو بهتر تفنگه
سوار بی تفنگ قدرت نداره
سوار وقتی تفنگ داره سواره
تفنگ دسته نقره م را فروختم
بر یارم قبای ترمه دوختم
فرستام برایش پس فرستاد
ت

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

Sufism; Beyond Border; Beyond Creed; Beyond Labels:


There are religions and religions, but Sufism is THE religion - the very heart, the innermost core, the very soul.

In fact to call it ’Sufism’ is not right because it is not an ’ism’ at all.Sufism is freedom. It does not create any system around you. It does not tell you to believe in a certain system. Yes, it talks about trust, but not of belief.Sufi philosophy preached in its essence ....a total Independence from sectarian religious groups and religious dogma.It abhorred ritual and orthodoxy.

You may not ever have heard of Sufism and you may be a Sufi - if you are religious. Krishna is a Sufi, and Christ too; Mahavir is a Sufi, and Buddha too - and they never heard about the word, and they never knew that anything like Sufism exists.Not Judaism, Christianity, Islam, Buddhism, any ism.

A punjabi poet sang this with abandon dancing in the dusty streets of  Punjab ..he said

Bulleh! to me,
I am not known
Not a believer inside the mosque, am I
Nor a pagan disciple of false rites
Not the pure amongst the impure
Neither Moses, nor the Pharoah
Bulleh! to me, I am not known
And the desire to be free of all trappings of identity, convention and routine:
In happiness nor in sorrow, am I
Neither clean, nor a filthy mire
Not from water, nor from earth
Neither fire, nor from air, is my birth
Bulleh! to me, I am not known
Not an Arab, nor Lahori
Neither Hindi, nor Nagauri
Hindu, Turk (Muslim), nor Peshawari
Nor do I live in Nadaun
Bulleh! to me, I am not known


This is the universality of Sufism and the universality of every mystical tradition in its essence.The religion itself is just God. God is the religion.Sufism is not part of Islam; rather, on the contrary, Islam is part of Sufism.; religions take form and dissolve; Sufism abides, continues, because it is not a dogma. It is the very heart of being religious.
Sufis don’t call it ’Sufism’; it is the name given by the outsiders. They call their vision TASSAWURI, a love-vision, a loving approach towards reality. It is falling in love with existence
This sentiment is expressed in many Sufi teachings and most beautifully in Rumi's famous poem. Rumi has always been the most universal of Muslim thinkers.Rumi sang the story of abandon.
The poem below has not unsurprisingly proved to be much popular in the US:

What is to be done, O Moslems? for I do not recognize myself.
I am neither Christian, nor Jew, nor Gabr, nor Moslem.
I am not of the East, nor of the West, nor of the land, nor of the sea;
I am not of Nature’s mint, nor of the circling’ heaven.
I am not of earth, nor of water, nor of air, nor of fire;
I am not of the empyrean, nor of the dust, nor of existence, nor of entity.
I am not of India, nor of China, nor of Bulgaria, nor of Saqsin
I am not of the kingdom of ‘Iraqian, nor of the country of Khorasan
I am not of the this world, nor of the next, nor of Paradise, nor of Hell
I am not of Adam, nor of Eve, nor of Eden and Rizwan.
source:”Selected Poems from the Divani Shamsi Tabriz,” Edited and translated by R.A. Nicholson, Cambridge University Press, 1977

Rumi’s poetic question, “Where do I come from and what am I supposed to be doing?” speaks to countless Americans (including Madonna, Goldie Hawn, Donna Karan, Martin Sheen, Debra Winger, Rosa Parks the composer Philip Glass) who have strong spiritual yearnings. The German poet Hans Meinke, remarked some years ago that Rumi’s poetry was “the only hope for the dark times in which we live.”

In all his writings you have this idea that as God is located in the human heart, you don’t need ritual to get to him, that he’s as accessible to Christians and Jews as he is to Muslims......God lies at hour hearts and while we call him with many names.All the ways lead to one door.

Rumi says;
                  "Sufi is not a Christan, Muslim or a Jew.He is not of any cultural system ..not from the east or the west"

 These feelings were echoed by another great SUFI ....Shaykh al-Akbar Ibn al-‘Arabi......the Theorist of Sufism.. who says; Beware confining yourself to a particular conception and denying all else, for much good would elude you. Indeed the knowledge of reality would elude you. Be in yourself a substance for all forms, for God is too vast and tremendous to be restricted to one form of belief rather than another.”

That is a direct quote from Ibn al-‘Arabi from his Fusus al-Hikam and one that speaks in a very relevant and timely way in our time when humanity is struggling to find a common spiritual language that transcends the boundaries of difference.
Ibn Arabi developed the idea of unity of beings..he had a pre Spinozaist belief in the creator, being visible in different aspects of nature and the  human spirit.

Sufi mystics argued that orthodox believers were hypocrites because they cloaked their faith in the dogma of mosque and ritual while GOD is everywhere and in everything.Allah is present everywhere and in everything ...everything the good the bad the ugly is a manifestation of the divine.So the Sufi accepts all and rejects nothing.
Sufis say: We and the existence are one. All existence is the manifestation of the divine.Each believer could discover Allah in his or her own special way.
Sufism is freedom. It does not create any system around you. It does not tell you to believe in a certain
system. Yes, it talks about trust, but not of belief. Trust is a totally different thing.

 Belief is belief in a theory, in a philosophy, in a world-view: you believe in Islam, you believe in Hinduism, you believe in Christianity. But when you trust, you trust in life.
You don’t believe in life, you trust in life; you believe in philosophies.
The identity of the messages in these poems speaks a common language of existential anguish. Confronted by racial profiling, wars and bonfire of vanities, the ordinary humans relate to the subtext of a transcendent spiritual yearning regardless of their backgrounds and nationalities. Three strands of mystical poetry are clear: conflicts of identity wear people down; the illusions of adherence to creed at the end of the day does not solve anything; and overplay of the ritual and the formal is at the expense of inner peace.

Sufism is not a way of thinking but a way of life, a way of living; not a philosophy of life but a way of life. I said Sufism is not speculative. Speculation means that you think about things you have not known. Now this is foolish. Speculation means a blind man thinking about light, a deaf man thinking about music. When you think about God do you think you are in any way different from the blind man thinking about light?


The Prayer of Thomas Merton

fa 'ayna tazhabün?

So, Where Are You Going?

- The Qur'an 81:26

2.
My Lord God, I have no idea where I am going.
I do not see the road ahead of me.
I cannot know for certain where it will end.
Nor do I really know myself,
and the fact that I think I am following Your Will
does not mean that I am actually doing so.

But I believe that the desire to please You does in fact please You.
And I hope I have that desire in all that I am doing.
I hope that I will never do anything apart from that desire.

And I know that if I do this You will lead me by the right road,
though I may know nothing about it.

Therefore I will trust You always though I may seem to be lost
and in the shadow of death. I will not fear,
for You are ever with me,
and You will never leave me to face my perils alone.

- Prayer of Thomas Merton, Father Louis

Friday, April 20, 2012

The heart of Religion; THE BAATIN





The term “blind” has been used in the Qur’an, alluding to people who in spite of having eyes, yet cannot see. Indeed they see the forms and the exoteric aspects of things but do not see the esoteric meaning within.
Allah (swt) points to this repeatedly in various verses in the Holy Book, usually after a story, parable or symbolism:
“in this there are lessons for those who can understand” or "there is indeed a lesson for all who have eyes to see" or “if only they could understand” or “if only you could see” or
 "we detail Our signs for people who understand".

As RUMI says in the 6th verse of the opening of the Mathnawi:

Every one became my companion through his own perception
          None tried to know my inner secrets and notion

And immediately follows it with:
My secret is not distant from my outcry
          But eyes and ears do not possess the light

What is this light that the ordinary eyes and ears do not possess in order to find out the secrets? For the answer we go to Moulana himself, since he says he has revealed everything in this book, sometimes through explanation, sometimes through allusions, sometimes only hinting.Why so? He explains that by saying:

The secrets are hidden in between the lines
          If I say it any more clearly, it would disrupt the order of the world

All traditional religion has both esoteric and exoteric dimensions. The esoteric is the dimension of universal truth, while the exoteric is the proper vehicle for that truth specific to a particular civilization or culture.


 A religion that does not recognize the esoteric dimension in its own teaching( Wahabism in Islam), that cannot see that the same truth can be found in other forms, is in danger of losing the living Truth that is the true foundation for the exoteric dimension, and indeed is in danger of losing the foundation of civilization and culture itself.


 An even more insidious danger, however, is a religion that purports to be solely esoteric, and that rejects the exoteric dimension, which neatly describes most new agist belief systems which discrad rituals and discipline often without comprehending their value in giving existence a structure.Only by fully accepting an exoteric religion, can we hope to fully enter into the esoteric Truth that is the vehicle of salvation because Spirituality is a multi-layered, multidimensional subject. It’s like an onion. To understand spirituality you must begin to peel the layers back much like that of peeling an onion. Like an onion, some layers will bring you to tears when you see the beauty, feel the beauty and accept it in your heart as all-knowing.

As you peel back the first layer you become aware of a higher being. You may begin to feel the connection to this higher being and may even begin to understand that not just you but everyone is in some way connected. The first layer will peak your curiosity to want to peel more layers for a deeper understanding.

And so the journey begins and you peel back another layer. As you peel this layer, the rays of light shine brighter now reaching out to you, connecting directly into your heart chakra. The bond is strengthening. It is now, you begin to understand who this higher being is and what purpose it has with you and others here on Earth.

The next layer reveals what this higher being wants you to do and how you can work with Him. Man spends a lot of time here learning, experimenting, and wondering. Man learns to balance awareness into daily routines.

In the story of Moses and his staff, Allah tells Moses to throw his staff down and it turns into a serpent moving rapidly, and then tells him:
“Take hold of it, and fear not; We shall restore it to its former state.” - Qur’an 20:21
In this story, first Allah sets the stage by asking "what is this in your right hand O Moses?" and Moses responds:
"It is my staff; I lean on it; and with it I beat down leaves for my sheep; and other uses have I for it." - Qur’an 20:17-18
There have been different interpretations of this verse such as Allah wanting to hear Moses speak or that Allah is testing him.
These verses are pointing to the esoteric and mystical reality. It means that as long as man only sees the outer form of things he will only see the staff. But things in life inherently carry other and deeper dimensions and uses. The miracle is the transformation to perceive the inner dimension of things.
The fear referred to is the fear of letting go of the familiar form and touching (perceiving) beyond the form. We then are being assured in this story not to be afraid since after the transformation we are still able to see the form.
More generally speaking Muslims are reminded in the Koran that humans can experience and speak about God only in symbols. Everything in the world is a sign (aya) of God; so women can also be a revelation of the divine. Ibn al-Arabi argued that humans have a duty to create theophanies for themselves, by means of the creative imagination that pierces the imperfect exterior of mundane reality and glimpses the divine within. 

We need to pay attention to every word in the Qur’an and not get carried away with the story, because the story covers the esoteric teaching since the stories are meant to be the apparent (zahir) and the teachings hidden (batin). 


Saturday, April 14, 2012

Wahdat ul wajood: Ibn Arabi's doctrine of Unity of all Creation.I



Islam is a religion that stresses the unity of the divine, but what is meant by “unity” is open to different interpretations.
 Like all Muslims, the Islamic fundamentalists — who follow the school of Wahhabism, the one that inspires the militants — believe in the unity of God; but for them “unity” means that God is removed and separate from the universe, which only leaves behind a body of legal rulings. That’s a very austere and puritanical way of looking at things, and nothing could be further away from the vision of the great Sufi poets.
The Sufi view is that God is one, but that the divine is also manifest in human life, human experience, and the beauty of the created world. The Sufis yearn for intimacy and nearness with the divine, and express this yearning in the language of love. This is an important topic, because when you take God and the divine entirely out of the universe and place it outside of human experience, it can lead to some very negative consequences — and not only in the Islamic world, but in the Western world too.It is from this sufi view that concept of Unity arose.
It would be impossible for me to cover Ibn Arabi completely but one of his most enduring legacies is Monoism. Ibn ‘Arabî has typically been called the founder of the doctrine of wahdat al-wujûd, the Oneness of Being or the Unity of Existence- though his works dont mention it and an Andulsian philospher Ibn Sabeen has elaborated it further -but nevertheless it was and remains his most controversial contribution to Sufism and the most misunderstood one as well.

Despite the accusations of Shirk and fatwa's of Kufr, The concept of Wahdat ul Wajood is an extremely sublime one if albeit slightly neoplatonic.It was utterly obvious to Ibn Arabi that there is no Real Being but God and that everything other than God is unreal being; this is another way of saying what Avicenna says, that all things are possible or contingent save the Necessary Being.So Allah is the ULTIMATE reality.

Sufi’s like Ibn Arabi believe that If you remember God.... And to remember God means to see God in the trees and the birds and the people and the animals….. Wherever life is look for God, wherever existence is search for God, because only God is -- La illaha ill Allah.

So He can be found anywhere. He has to be found everywhere. Don't look for God as a person, otherwise you will go on missing. They stress that God is reflected in all the creation around you.


In fact, the very idea of God as a person creates doubts in you. How many hands has he?
What kind of face? Is he black or white?
Does he look like a Chinese or an American? What height? Old or young? Man or woman? How many faces has he? A thousand and one questions and not a single question is answerable, because you have taken the very first thing wrongly. God is not a person at all.


LA ILLAHA ILL ALLAH -- There is no God but God. According to Ibn Arabi,this statement makes God synonymous with existence. God is the very isness of all that is. He writes ,God is not separate from his creation. The creator is in his creation; there is no duality, there is no distance, so whatsoever you come across is God. The trees and the rivers and the mountains, all are manifestations of God. You and the people you love, and the people you hate, all are manifestations of God.

Sufi poets Hallaj and Attar instruct that   God has no image; God is not a person. God is this wholeness, this totality. So don't start looking for a certain personage, otherwise you will never find him, and, not finding him, you will start thinking there is no God.This is the fundamental essence of the way of the Sufis. This is the seed. Out of this seed has grown the Bodhi Tree of Sufism. In this small proclamation, all that is valuable in all the religions is contained: God is and only God is.

The so-called, organized religions of the world teach a kind of duality that the creator is separate from the creation, that the creator is higher than the creation. BUT Once you realize like Sufi's that HE is not somewhere up in the sky...unreachable, But rather all around you.wholly accessible.This realization can transform your whole life.The moment one recognizes that All is one, love arises on its own accord.Its a paradigm shift and uniquely changes our relationship with God.It can change the very gestalt of your vision. 

I died as a mineral and became a plant,
I died as plant and rose to animal,
I died as animal and I was Man.
Why should I fear? When was I less by dying?
Yet once more I shall die as Man, to soar
With angels blest; but even from angelhood
I must pass on: all except God doth perish.
When I have sacrificed my angel-soul,
I shall become what no mind e'er conceived.
Oh, let me not exist! for Non-existence
Proclaims in organ tones, 'To Him we shall return.'





BIBLIOGRAPHY

EGO ANNHILATION





THE PARADOX OF SELF
The teachings tell us two seemingly contradictory things about the self. In the first instance, the self is the most dangerous trap in the path to God. It is the biggest obstacle, it is vile, it is beastly. It is only interested in the fulfilment of its animalistic and selfish desires. It is a veil to the Truth and Reality. It makes you believe things that are not true and makes you like things that are not good for you. It is difficult to recognise this because you have always lived this way and you are surrounded by people who live similarly. So, pay attention! These are the characteristics of Satan as described in the Qur’an. For example in Surah 15:39-40, Satan says:


“O my sustainer! Since Thou hast thwarted me, I shall indeed make (all that is evil) on earth seem goodly to them, and shall most certainly beguile them into grievous error – save such of them as are truly Thy servants.”
At the same time, Sufism points to the other aspect of self, the high station of the self. Man is created in the image of God and is the height of creation. God created other creations for the sake of human beings and made man the master over other creations. He created everything for man and created man for Himself. He blew His spirit into man and gave man the ability to rise above angels. He did all of this so that man could know Him, worship Him and love Him.
There appears to be a paradox here and one may get confused or fall into the trap of taking himself to be the higher self without wanting to acknowledge the lower, animal self. It is important to recognise both aspects of self, the satan and the angel, the shadow and the light, the ignorance and the consciousness. Within man are both potentialities. In the heart of man is the treasure of knowing his Creator, but he is sent to this world of distraction through attraction to temporal pleasure. The part of the self that is in absolute darkness becomes consumed with this temporal pleasure and material engagement. Becoming totally conscious of self and preoccupied with the material world, man does not pause to look inside himself to find the treasure within his heart. 


The treasure of knowing his Creator marks the highest aspect of the self. This is the Self that is God-conscious, rather than self-conscious.
The purpose of man’s creation is to become close to God. In order to reach this destination of knowing his Creator, the traveller must travel a road of war with his ego until it is brought into submission. This is only possible by bringing the ego self to a place of servanthood. But modern man’s ego or self has a big problem with the idea of servanthood. The irony is that man is in the grip of his demanding self and a slave to the material world, but he is not aware of it. Modern society promotes ‘individuality’, which in reality is ‘slavery’ to materiality, yet ignores and/or shuns servanthood to God, which is the true purpose of creation. It is only through servanthood to God that man can actually be freed from servanthood to the material life. One cannot be a servant of God and a servant to oneself at the same time. All the Prophets have pointed this out to us.

Prophet Jesus (pbuh) says in the Gospel of Thomas, Verse 47:
“A person cannot mount two horses or bend two bows, and a servant cannot serve two masters.”
Moulana Rumi, from his treasure box of Mathnawi, brings out pearls and forms verses urging man to recognise both aspects of the self. He explains how this ‘donkey’ (or self) perpetually runs to the pasture for grazing and self-satisfaction, forcing you to continually run after him, unless you learn to break him in, mount him, and become his master. It is then that the ‘donkey’ becomes your transcended Self, the vehicle to take you to the Beloved.


“Sell the donkey ears (these worldly ears) and buy another ear
          since the worldly ears cannot receive secret words of God”
and

“The way to become a king is through servanthood
          when you submit to be a slave of the Beloved, you become the beloved”

                                                                              Moulana Rumi
The ego self uses everything for its own benefit, including truth, justice, fairness and even God. It even worships God to get something in return. This is why the self needs to be dismantled.


“A true believer and an infidel both say ‘God’
          but there is a difference between the two
The beggar (infidel) says ‘God’ for the sake of bread
          the true believer says ‘God’ in his very soul” 

                                                                              Moulana Rumi
In Sufism, dismantling and fighting the ego self is an essential part of the work. The degree of a man’s success depends on the degree of the man’s sincerity of effort.
We are being warned that the most important work of the salek is the difficult task of subduing the authority of the nafs, as it is our most dangerous enemy. One metaphor used to describe how one must deal with the self is:


Imprisoning it - killing it - burning it - and scattering its ashes.
Servanthood imprisons the self. Abstaining from passion kills it. Love of God burns it. Gnosis scatters the ashes of the self, eliminating all of its traces.
“Until one hair strand of your being you, remains
          the business of vanity and self-praise, remains
You said, ‘I broke the idol of my mind, therefore I am free’
          this idol ‘that you are free from your mind’, still remains”

                                                                              Moulana Rumi


The make up of the ego self is in stark contrast to serenity and peace, because peace and serenity are states that can only be experienced as a result of closeness to God (taqarob). The self requires constant movement and turmoil. If events and problems in life are not enough to keep the system going, it will create more. Therefore, one is in a constant state of busyness of the mind, of inner chatter, of existing in the past or future and in turmoil in order not to be present. All of these are constructs of the personality to fog and blur one’s vision to what lies beneath - like waves on the surface of the ocean preventing one from seeing the depth of the water. One exists in this fallacy of distraction until one day, by the Grace of God, one wakes up just a little and realises the untruth of life’s predicament. When one makes the effort to quieten the mind and to negate the demands of the nafs then, little by little, one purifies the state of the self. Only when the self is transmuted is one able to experience serenity and peace and it is in that station that one can hear with the inner ear, the voice of his Creator.
Prophet Mohammad (pbuh) says:
“If you did not talk too much and if there were no turmoil in your heart, you could see what I see and hear what I hear.”

The paradox of self is that man has two aspects of the self in him, one hidden and one apparent. He needs to break away from the one to get to the other. If he spends his life busy with the little self, which is considered his lowest level of being, then that will be his predicament in this life and in the hereafter. It is man’s task in this life to break away from his habitual behaviour and his immediate gratification in order to become worthy of what he has been created for. If he breaks through the illusion of identifying with his self as the only reality and if he gets to know his self from his Self, then he moves ahead on the highway towards the Beloved.
Prophet Mohammad (pbuh) says:
“He who knows his self knows his Lord.”
Prophet Jesus (pbuh) says:
“One who knows all, but is lacking in oneself, is utterly lacking.” 
He also says:
“Whoever has found oneself, for that person the world is not worthy.”
“You know the price of every merchandise,
         but you are ignorant of knowing the value of your self”

                                                                              Moulana Rumi
In the Qur’an, this theme has been addressed many times by the Creator. For instance in Surah Al Asr, Allah (swt) says:
“Verily man is in loss (in his trades). Except the ones who attain to faith and do good work.”
Imam Ali (a.s.) says:
“It is a losing trade if you believe that this world is worthy of you.” 


In all the above quotes, the message is that when man sells his self to the goods of this life, he is a loser because what he is selling is far more precious than what he is buying.
The irony is that one does not know his own value and is not in touch with his Self. All he knows is the little self. Yet at the same time, there is no shortage of signs, teachings, prophets, saints and teachers from Allah (swt), to point out the truth, and the way to it.
Moulana Rumi remarks in the story of Moses and Pharaoh:
“Don’t look at that staff (Moses’ staff) and think of it as a piece of wood
         look at what is in it that could part the sea of Ahmar”
In a similar teaching, Prophet Jesus (pbuh) says:
“If two make peace with each other in a single house, they will say to the mountain, ‘Move from here,’ and it will move.”




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“Nothing can kill the nafs like the shadow of the master
         hold tight to his skirt for he is a good killer of your self
Your lower self is after material affairs
         how long will you trade in unworthy affairs, give them up
Someone who says ‘I am thinking to deny my lower self’
         is still captive to the lower self
And he who says, ‘God is merciful and kind’
         is also being manipulated by that wretched self”
                                                 
                                                  Moulana Rumi, Mathnawi, II/2528, 2601-02, 3086-87
                                                  Translated by Fleur Nassery Bonnin


You can say very sincerely that you will control your selfish ego but it is not easy. Therefore, you need a sheikh to help you because your carnal desires will continue to trick you. In many cases you may think that God is Forgiving and Merciful and that He will forgive your sins. This idea is also put into your heart by your ego, which is in the command of Satan. Without doubt, God is Forgiving but there is a limit to that because He is Just at the same time. “We shall set up scales of justice for the day of judgment, so that not a single soul will be dealt with unjustly” Qur’an 21:47 and “God did not save angels who sinned” Bible 2 Peter 2:4. God is unlikely to place those who sacrifice their lower self for the love of God in the same scale with those who depend on God’s Mercy without deserving it.
                                                  

Questioning GOD



Sometimes We question GOD..we question if He is even listening to us. IF He is even there, because If He is, then why doesn't He give us a sign.A sign of HIS benevolence, of HIS love.Blasphemous as it may sound....we all feel that.


I don't want to live in the question any more.
I want to live in the answer.

There was a time in my life,when I was angry at GOD.I never stopped to believe in HIM but I questioned if HE was listening to me.I questioned my faith.I wrestled with my faith.



I asked Why, God? Why?
It was a phase.a phase from which all spiritual seekers must pass, because it was in this phase that I learned, I must not question GOD as the human mind cannot comprehend the divine Creator.



 We can't answer everything in this world, but there is a Master Surgeon and He knows what He is doing. I don't understand, but He does.
But we, the humans, love to ask why.Perhaps our preoccupation with asking "why" is an attempt at gaining control. If I could understand the "why," then maybe I can affect the "what." The fallacy is that we think we are the ones running the world, not God.
But that is not so...we have no control our outcomes in life.


There is one true power that God has given me and all mankind -- the power of prayer. For every experience a person undergoes, God creates two possible scenarios. The first case is what will happen if prayer is not offered; the second case is what will happen if prayer does take place. 



This profound insight can be a great source of comfort to us as we navigate the uncertainties of life. Even though we are not in control, we can do our little part to arouse God's mercy through heartfelt prayer.

Friday, April 13, 2012

Butterfly;an archetype for transformation

Like  all childern ...Butterflies were magical creatures for me, whenever they appeared in my childhood, I would run after them, that is why when I first moved to Washington in 2001 and visited the butterfly garden.....I was in a wonder land.
They were a familiar lampost on the road of an unfamiliar city.
Today , on a stranger impulse, marking the almost ten years, I went to meet with the butterflies again and had an epiphany.A friend has said that butterflies were a symbol of transformation, which got me thinking how the process of a larvae becoming a butterfly mirrored a spirtual  journey.Its spring time and April has always been a month of second starts for me

As I went home and researched about it ..... Christian mystics .... Sufi saints ,Greeks, Egyptians when talking about  spiritual transformation—the most difficult, most challenging variety of change there is—they all have so often brought up the most singularly miraculous transformation in all of nature: when the humble caterpillar becomes that airy, flower-flitting, nectar-drinking, quintessentially heavenly creature called the butterfly.
In ancient Greece the same word—psyche—was used to signify “butterfly” and “soul.”The ancient Egyptians sometimes decorated the cocoon-like sarcophagi that housed the bodies of their dead with images of butterflies to suggest this ultimately transformation.

Ancient Christian writers, meanwhile, saw the ultimate caterpillar-to-butterfly parallel in the resurrected Christ, whose body was, and was not, the suffering mortal body crucified on the cross.The caterpillar-into-butterfly transformation can symbolize the change which occurs when a person goes from being an earthly minded unbeliever to a heavenly minded believer. It can also point to the ultimate spiritual transformation we undergo at death, when we leave our earthly bodies behind and receive heavenly ones.

Perhaps the 16th-century Spanish mystic Teresa of Avila said it best in her classic spiritual instruction manual “The Interior Castle.” “The silkworm,” she wrote, "is like the soul. When it is full-grown, it starts to spin its silk and to build the house in which it is to die. Let us hasten to perform this task and spin this cocoon. Let the silkworm die--let it die, as in fact it does when it has completed the work which it was created to do.”
The silkworm Teresa talks about here is our smaller self: that part in each of us that is afraid of change of any kind, afraid to give itself over to God for even a moment. The self that bumbles and gropes along, intent on its appetites, earthbound and entirely oblivious to the larger, heavenly world above it: our inner caterpillar.

To become what it is destined to be, the caterpillar cannot change a little here or a little there. It has to transform completely. It was Teresa’s understanding of this—her willingness to sacrifice that ever-hungry, earthbound aspect of herself—that transformed her from a humble Spanish nun into the leader of a religious order and one of the great religious geniuses of all time.


In our life change comes knocking in many guises...tragedy strikes and then its a kind of the end of life as we know it...of certain dreams.. of even our old selves..just like the larvae..we are dying... our shell is  cracking. That is what the larvae feels ..when its being broken down bit by bit to transform itself in to a butterfly.
It’s this paradox that makes the miracle of the chrysalis such a vivid metaphor for the transformations of the spirit—that myriad of impossible changes which the soul must undergo on its own journey toward perfection.It’s a transformation that is as mysterious now as it was in the ancient world.

But even for those of us who are not up to such heroic standards of sanctity and holiness, the miracle of the chrysalis is one we can take to heart just the same. Whether we are a great mystic, or just an ordinary person who wants God’s help in becoming better, change always means dying a little. Like the lowly caterpillar, all of us are humble and flawed. But also like the caterpillar, we are built for transformation, creatures capable of metamorphoses more wonderful and surprising than our wildest dreams. All we need is the courage to allow them.

BABA FARID; the Mystic Poet of Pujab


 Laden with my load of misdeeds, I move about in the garb of black garments. 
And the people see me and call me a dervish.

These lines are by FARID, one of the most followed mystic in Punjab . where thousands go to his tomb every year.He was a contemporary of Kabir, Nanak and others.He was a 12th-century Sufipreacher and saint of the Chishti Order .

Baba Farid’s poetry was later to influence the Sikh religion and especially their Holy Book "Sri Guru Granth Sahib" by the founder Guru Nanak. Such was the universality of Baba Farid, the Sufi poet laureate from Punjab.Revered by Muslimsand Hindus, he is also considered one of the fifteen Sikh Bhagats within Sikhismand his selected works form part of theGuru Granth Sahib, the Sikh sacred scripture

Some call him Ram, some Khuda
Some say Gosain, some Allah.



Farid has not written a book, but his songs have been written down by his people. His songs are tremendously beautiful, but you have to listen to them sung by a PunjabiHe is generally recognized as the first major poet of the Punjabi language and is considered one of the pivotal saints of the Punjab region.

He lived in the Punjab, and his songs are in Punjabi,not even in urdu. Punjabi is very different from Urdu. Urdu is mild, the language of a businessman. Punjabi is like a sword, the language of a soldier. It is so penetrating. When you hear Farid′s songs sung in Punjabi your heart starts breaking.

Fareed, this world is beautiful, but there is a thorny garden within it.
Fareed, do not turn around and strike those who strike you with their fists.
Fareed, when there is greed, what love can there be? When there is greed, love is false.
I love him.In my childhood in the Punjab, I used to ask people, "Can you sing Farid for me?" - and once in a while I found a singer who was ready, who knew how to sing Farida. And all those beautiful singers... all those beautiful moments.... Punjabi has a quality of its own. Every language has a quality of its own. But Punjabi is certainly a sword, you cannot sharpen anything more.He is very modern and echoes every emotion, alienation, Doubt.For instance read this couplet;

Says Farid,
I thought I was alone who suffered.
I went on top of the house,
And found every house on fire.


 I went on top of the house, / And found every house on fire." The "top of the house" is the crown, the place of light, the point of awareness where divine union is recognized. From that pure, elevated awareness, one has a truer perception of reality. And, as he looks about himself in this awakened state, Farid sees clearly that everyone -- and everything! -- is already engulfed by that same "fire," everything is already consumed in divine union. The only difference between him and "every house" around him is that he has finally surrendered to the process and his awareness has been swept up to the top of the house where the "fire" is recognized as bliss and not suffering, fullness and not loss. There, standing atop the burning house, we finally realize our true nature: We are the fire and not the house at all. And the entire universe is already lit up!


In his songs he calls himself Farida. He always addresses himself, never anybody else. He always starts, "Farida, are you listening? Farida, be awake! Farida, do this, do that!" In punjabi, when you use the name Farid it is respectable. When you use the name Farida it is not respectable; one only calls the servants in that way. Farid calls himself Farida of course because he is the master; the body is the servant.

Laden with my load of misdeeds,
I move about in the garb of black garments.
And the people see me and call me a dervish
My promise to my love, a long way to go and a muddy lane ahead
If I move I spoil my cloak; if I stay I break my word
Sufi poets ike bba farid were the nigtamre of ritualistic Mullahs and orthodoxy obsessed coreligionists,They believed the heart was more important that outer trappings of religion so here he goes;

Says Farid,
Why do you roam the jungles with thorns pricking your feet?
Your Lord dwells in your heart.
And you wander about in search of Him.


The great king King Akbar used to come to Farid to listen to his songs. Akbar once received a gift, a very precious gift, a pair of golden scissors studded with diamonds. Gudia would have loved them - any woman would. Akbar also loved them, so much so that he thought they would be a good present for Farid. He came and gave the precious scissors to Farid. Farid looked at them, turning them this way and that, then returned the gift to Akbar saying, "This is of no use to me. If you want to give something to me as a gift, bring a needle."
Akbar was puzzled. He said, "Why a needle?"
Farid said, "Because the function of scissors is to cut things into pieces, and the function of a needle is to join pieces together. My function is not that of the scissors, it is that of the needle. I join things together, I synthesize."He says in his poetry;


Had I known the sesame seeds were so small in quantity
I should have been liberal in filling my fist.
Had I known my Lord was not yet an adult,
I would have prided less in myself.

In yet another verse, he says again:
Had I known the end would slip,
Tighter would I have made the knot.
Nobody matters to me as much as You,
Though I have traversed a whole world.

A student asked Baba Farid if singing was lawful and proper. He replied that, according to Islam, it was certainly unlawful, but its propriety was still a matter of discussion. Nizam-ud-Dauliya told Nasir-ud-din, a disciple of his, that one day when he went to visit Baba Farid he stood at his door, and saw him dancing as he sang the following :
I wish ever to live in Thy love, O God. If I become the dust under Thy feet, I shall live I thy slave desire none but Thee in both worlds; For Thee I will live and for Thee I will die.
The following couplet was a favorite of Baba Farid’s:
Not every heart is capable of finding the secret of God’s love. There are not pearls in every sea; there is not gold in every mine


This world indeed appears to Sheikh Farid to be an obstacle in the way of man's union with God. He says:
The lanes are muddy and far is the house
of the One I love so much.
If I walk to Him I wet my rug, and
remaining behind, I fail in my love!
Life in this world is a period of separation from God, which is full of sorrow, and pain:
Sorrow is the bedstead,
Pain the fiber with which it is woven,
And separation is the quilt
See this is the life we lead, O Lord.
Absorption in the affairs of the world, in forgetfulness of God, is regarded by Sheikh Farid as desertion by a woman of her husband and going over to an alien house.
Give it not me, Oh Lord, that I should
seek alien shelter.
If that is what You have willed,
Rather take the life out of this body.
Man's duty in this life is to win the love of God as it is the woman's to win the love of her husband, and as such, youth or age should not matter;

Those who have not wooed Him when their hair was dark,
May do so when their hair is grey.
For if you love the Lord
The newness of youth will be yours again.
The metaphors of wooing the husband and being accepted by him or failing in being accepted have been used in many other verses also:
I did not sleep with my love tonight
And every bit of my body aches.
Go ask the deserted ones,
How they pass their nights.
I am not afraid of the passing of my youth,
If the love of my Lord does not pass with it.
So many youths have withered away without love.
The fear of death is perhaps a more forceful emotion in Sheikh Farid's poetry and he has expressed it in touching figures of speech. As mentioned before, the main image is that of death as the bridegroom and the human soul as the bride, and subordinate figures, the reduction of the body to dust, the greying of the hair, the trembling of the limbs and drying away of the bones have been used to reinforce the argument. The motif of rich and poor being brought to the same end has also been used quite often, too.



BIBLIOGRAPHY:
http://www.apnaorg.com/poetry/kfarid/; read his poetry
Listen to his music at http://folkpunjab.com/khawaja-ghulam-farid/
http://babafarid.org/
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YH920FoOVN0&feature=related

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The Open secret By Rumi;



No-one can define what spirituality is....It could be a religious ritual or looking at painting.Whatever takes you toward your essence is spiritual. Rumi calls it the open secret.Its the secret which is within all of us.
I cant pinpoint a single moment when I became spiritual, It grew with me as I grew, this sense of the other world, a world as real as the physical one we're in now.
There are many such moments.
The moment comes on Friday nights, when I pray to God to begin again and to hope again.
The moment comes when I look at red poppied in garden,and I experience a burst of joy.
The moment comes beneath the surface of the water, when all boundaries dissolve.
The moment comes when I permit myself to begin again, and pray that it will all end well.
The moment comes when I cut open a red pepper , I was in awe at the splendor of their interiors.
The moment comes every time I act without knowing the outcome, with the risk of failure looming before me
The moment comes when I look at mass of humanity in a subway station moving, breathing, suffering, hoping... Pulse of life, all hues of stories, sorrows, dreams, precious mysteries linking us at any given corner.
The moment comes when you believe in something greater than your self.

Several years ago I visited the American Museum of Natural History in New York City and walked the Heilbrunn Cosmic Pathway. It's an exhibit that guides you through the evolution of the universe in footsteps, 13 billion years in 360 feet. The experience is overwhelming and awe inspiring. You feel humbled by seeing the tiny line that represents the history of humans in the long line of the history of the universe. With each step you are reminded that we are a part of something that is greater than ourselves.

Everything and every moment in life is spiritual.That is Rumi's open secret. Its within us all the time.Once I began to quiet my mind, I discovered that there were many moments in my life which lent themselves towards a vibrant type of spiritual experience. By spiritual experience, I don't mean anything as dramatic as speaking in tongues, having a vision or hearing voices; rather, I mean to describe the moments that arise when one is simply neck-deep, perhaps overwhelmed, by the experience of being alive.

Can one be spiritual without religious faith?
One can. All one needs is to be open to someone else's concerns, fears, and hopes, and to make him or her feel less alone, less abandoned. God alone is alone.

The geniune spiritual experience does not involve an alter, a prayer, or a priest of any kind. It is a true connection with oneself. The more a person examines the perhaps endless depths of his own being, the more he begins to realize that the Almighty holds court within each of us, providing a silent sustenance even in the most desperate of hours.

 It is we who insist on creating our own mental prisons which mask this presence in our everyday lives. If we might only remove the shroud of fear, we might see the presence of the holy of holies within ourselves. At such a moment, there is a complete understanding of the mystery and beauty of our own place in the universe,

Abba Jacob said: There's a big difference between / the mentalities of magic and of alliance. / People who spend their lives searching for God / have a magical mentality: They need a sign, a proof, a puff of smoke, an irrefutable miracle. People who have an alliance mentality know God by loving.